(20150919)
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
To have kept you Would have cost me Nothing To have lost you
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
She was never mine I was never her’s Neither loved as a possession Both possessed By the love we shared
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
You made me young Took away all my excuses You brought me to life Demolished ever inhibition You taught me to love
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
2015-01-21-21-07-36_poetryx Wondering Wandering Quagmire My own creation
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
Nothing to see in your Reflection The only life you possess Is what you Devour
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
