You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
2015-01-12-19-24-55_poetryx You made it look so easy Walking away You made it look like It was nothing special
I have done you Oh, so wrong. I have never given you What you need Forgive my failure