(2014)
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched