(2014)
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
The million incandescent bulbs that line Gibbs St from Barrett Place to Main go out just after midnight. Stragg… smokers sit or stand in the alley
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
Staring down Into my own Oblivion Self destruction Impossible to escape
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
The way to a man’s heart Is through his stomach Or so the saying goes But things are seldom So simple as that
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you
Spent my whole life In a war zone Where everyman proves his metal by showing
When I got over the hill the girls hooted and I skated down the fun side of the arched bridge over the river. Carving hard