We cross one another, por Icarus

We cross one another

In the street.

Pensive glares pregnant

with meaning. Imagined

Memories. Greetings between

Former lovers wrenched

From calloused lips.

(20150920)

I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you

Take care In how you engage the battle of who can care less. though it may

Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform

Naked and unashamed  The garden abandoned  Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone

I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me

REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands

Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom

Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways

I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts

I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended

I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else

Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood

You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing

I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours

This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here