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Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
Passions pit perfervid. Smoking cinders, and coals endure petulantly past their prime. Blisters and puss
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
It didn’t happen all at once The stress of impact And the heat of friction Combined Has a natural result
For an instant I touched it Greatness was upon me I wonder Do you know it?
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
