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I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
Youth is wasted Proving you are a man Seniority is wasted Lementing lost youth
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
Spent my whole life In a war zone Where everyman proves his metal by showing
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
It didn’t happen all at once The stress of impact And the heat of friction Combined Has a natural result
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago