(2015)
Spent my whole life In a war zone Where everyman proves his metal by showing
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
After the party Red solo cups and used rubbers filled with unrealized potential, liter
Easy to lament Greatness touched and then gone bu… Few taste it at all
You are a pain I can’t put out of… You are an ache I can’t cease to… The momentary joy worth limitless… Knowing the pain that was before m… I chose to embrace that momentary…
You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
In this life We have moments Both good and bad We have them all But the best moments
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a