(20150919)
2015-01-12-19-24-55_poetryx You made it look so easy Walking away You made it look like It was nothing special
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
Nothing to see in your Reflection The only life you possess Is what you Devour
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
Here comes the rain To wash away All the things the could have been Here comes the rain ( again) A cleansing flood
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
There’s a hollow place Where your heart belongs Its vacuous emptiness Drains all compassion Consumes without satiation
I can no longer trust my mind not to betray me, and devour me To bury me with thoughts of insecu… Was it love was it something else
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…