(20150915)
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
What are you selling Everybody is That thing that you have That’s icing and fizz Every encounter
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
I don’t know if you read these things But if you do I’ll take your silence as a
I want to have it all A full meal with all the flavors Of the single morsel You fed me
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
The battle rages on Leaves me weary Restless and weak But at This moment
2014-12-28-21-44-05 It is a myth When they say “The pieces you give away You never get back”
I love your grace Always seeing beyond The ruins left In the wake of sin I love your strength
Self Determination It’s never free There is always a cost Self determination Requires
Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways
Can you Unravel the lies You tell yourself To make it through Your uneasy