To my favorite person
(2014)
Just know that you have been lied to. By other than me.
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
Everyone thinks they know what is best. The path they have chosen Must fit all. Knowledge of Right and wrong
You made me young Took away all my excuses You brought me to life Demolished ever inhibition You taught me to love
I have been proud I have considered myself wise I have thought that I was Far above The failures of others
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
I’m not sure whether I love or ha… The me I am because of you You reminded me How good it felt To feel without reserve
It didn’t happen all at once The stress of impact And the heat of friction Combined Has a natural result
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
The million incandescent bulbs that line Gibbs St from Barrett Place to Main go out just after midnight. Stragg… smokers sit or stand in the alley
Too long trapped Hopeless and caged Owned and enraged I saw a way out Extinguished my apathy
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts