To my favorite person
(2014)
Just know that you have been lied to. By other than me.
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
I know That you still feel The same as I do I know That it can only
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
Never again Will I be the means Used to deal my love an injury Never again
REST! REST! REST! It is finished he has said put no faith in your own hands
This is where I am Though I fail to treasure it I am still right here
All the spaces between. All the things left unsaid. They are like the air packed into a vanilla milkshake
I’ve lost it again The words were just there Right on the tip Of my mind Now they’ve descended
Are you the person I met? The person I fell in love with? Were you really just someone else; Trying to be what you thought I w… Are you anyone?
I never told you a lie I was honest from the start You knew about my wife You knew who I was You accepted the facts
One more meeting Just one more Rendezvous And the courage To speak up
Does it really matter Whose fault it was What’s been done Can’t be undone Anyways
2014-12-29-22-53-36_poetryx choose each moment how to act what to say
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me