Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

What does it feel like on the day… Does it hurt? Today, I have just realized that, And it burns. It has burned the piece of my hear…

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

In the darkest night, A flower will grow.

Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember