In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

He helps her with her blush. She’s surging red, Velvet and soft like a rose. Her mouth’s gone dry With his wind.

Flurries in India: Nothing’s impossible If life is a string Pulling me along.

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

She fell like rain, Like a bird, Like a comet chasing light, Like a star dropping from the nigh… Like a stone in water,

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.