I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.
Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.
If only My tears were colors. There would be pink on my pillow And green on my shoes. There would be red on the paper
Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are
Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.
So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is
You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue
I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.
I cried out to God, And There was silence.
That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her
A seagull carried me away one day And took me to a secret island hid… I laughed at the waves and splashe… I even wrote notes to go with a so… The seagull was leaving and waved…
I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that
My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so
