Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…

If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

Dignity is death.

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

Flurries in India: Nothing’s impossible If life is a string Pulling me along.

I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,