You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,

In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,

Smile your baby smile and please l… I know I love you, but haven’t yo… Twinkle and shine and don’t ever c… You warm me like a fox in a fox’s… Light of my life and you gave me t…

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

I was born of the Virgin Mary, Given life to rid earth of evil. Blood on my hands, Dirt on my hands, I’m akin with Christ Himself.

It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,