With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

Love starts like this: We like the same books, We like the same music, We seem like a match made in high… It crumbles like this:

Your love Was like driving straight into the… Your attention was like Lying in a puddle of gold. You were sex and fun and cotton ca…

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

In seventh grade, I made you a po… But I tore it up into pieces Because it wasn’t good enough. In eighth grade, I made you a poe… But I left it under my bed

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,