I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.
You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.
Touch me for real. Touch me in your mind And all over my body With your chapped hands. Let your eyes undress me.
There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,
You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.
I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.
Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.
God, thank you For darkness, And fear, And death. Thank you
While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,
The stars belong to both the sun And the moon Just as my heart does belong to yo… You may not see me, but I’ll be there.
I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.
In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,
I feel under-appreciated. Isn’t that vain to say? That might just be my Napoleon co…
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.