There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.

He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…