She fell like rain, Like a bird, Like a comet chasing light, Like a star dropping from the nigh… Like a stone in water,

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

Wait 'til Michigan comes. I think I’ll wait 'til then. Think I’ll wait 'til I hear my co… Hear them loving me in Michigan. Think I’ll wait 'til I swim.

Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?

I feel under-appreciated. Isn’t that vain to say? That might just be my Napoleon co…

My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,

I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.