I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

I was born of the Virgin Mary, Given life to rid earth of evil. Blood on my hands, Dirt on my hands, I’m akin with Christ Himself.

Someone’s teaching me to give up. It’s like unrequited love, But we’ll break up in the end. I’m showing myself to give up When I see how I fall asleep in c…

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

You are the best thing Because things like that do not co… You are my moon and sun Because you make my days real. You are my best friend,