Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,
Spring into fall, And we’ve all hit a wall. Love comes quickly. Sometimes, it grows. Summer, then rain,
Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.
I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.
Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt
So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is
If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.
You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.
I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.
I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.
Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you
Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.
