Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love
There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,
Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that
Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:
How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?
Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.
Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.
Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…
The blur of lighted cars Flying in a flurry down The highway at night Soothes me in the Most unorthodox way.
I was born of the Virgin Mary, Given life to rid earth of evil. Blood on my hands, Dirt on my hands, I’m akin with Christ Himself.
If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?
Dignity is death.
