Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt
The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,
That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her
I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.
How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?
I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…
Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.
Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.
So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is
Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.
I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.
He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…
