I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.

When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

What if your face was a poem alone… I bet People would read it and cry, And some would feel inflated afte… Because they witnessed something

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.

Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times