Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said

Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

My mom hates her life, And I’m too much to juggle, And my dad doesn’t support my mom, And my brother’s never home, And my medicine doesn’t work,

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

Dancing inside makes me sing. Music turns winter into spring. Dancing inside lights up my world. Lyrics give me wings like birds. Dancing inside all the time.

In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,

Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love

What does it feel like on the day… Does it hurt? Today, I have just realized that, And it burns. It has burned the piece of my hear…

Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Because it’s your birthday.

A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.