The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it
I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.
I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that
Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,
I’m a good girl in the worst ways Most days. Some days, I’m a bad girl in all the best way… I’m pretty good,
It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to
A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.
Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.
I dislike nothing more than Philosophy. How lazy.
Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.
I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.
Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness
I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.