I cried out to God, And There was silence.
What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said
You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue
You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.
My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so
When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know
Your love Was like driving straight into the… Your attention was like Lying in a puddle of gold. You were sex and fun and cotton ca…
Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times
Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,
I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.
Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.
