That red ribbon is so wrinkled. Rouge like blood Or rushing anger Or a blaring stop sign. It’s crumpled:

Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you

He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…

While you were gone, My childhood dog died. I wept for both of you, And I felt like a corpse. While you were gone,

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.

You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart