There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…

You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.

A seagull carried me away one day And took me to a secret island hid… I laughed at the waves and splashe… I even wrote notes to go with a so… The seagull was leaving and waved…

In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.

The grass was dewy. You carried me on your back. I could feel your heartbeat Through your shirt. I wanted you to be mine,

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times