You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,
Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that
I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.
You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.
You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.
I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.
How can somebody Who loves to explore Be so afraid to leave?
I’m a good girl in the worst ways Most days. Some days, I’m a bad girl in all the best way… I’m pretty good,
Am I incurable? It seems so. I’m an incorrigible invalid Of the heart.
I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…
My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so
Sometimes, I wish I was a tree: Tall, wide, and majestic as can be… One with branches that sway slowly… Watching above, everything I woul… Sometimes, I wish I was an oak.
Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.
The stars belong to both the sun And the moon Just as my heart does belong to yo… You may not see me, but I’ll be there.
Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give
