Living in a sci-fi?
is it part of a disguise?
Are there any lies,
apart from the ones
we tell ourselves?

Nameless faceless nothing i face, i touch and risk being devoured by.
Nothing i want to do or be;just be home, just be free.
Nothing inspiring me to be, just everything i want to let go of.
Societies dream leading me ever downward, ever emptier, ever more longing for a bed and pen. The only solace i seek is freeing me from doing - a life lived so full of only doing, doing, doing for the sake of doing, coz thats what they say makes a good human.
Here comes a new strange sphere, space new found, new born into being. Leave me to myself. I want to bask in the 'guilty’ pleasure of not doing what is asked, not filling every space with 'good human’ tasks.
Im lucky to have this space, where i can take no more, lucky to have time to feel it and i do appreciate.
Be here now and forget tomorrows troubles, lest your pains be doubled, for in Truth theres no telling what it might bring. You don’t have all the answers now because your not meant to. Right now you’ve got different things to pursue. Let go and learn, delve deep into whats before you. Tomorrow will have another mission for you.
Let go. Absorb your Now, dive into it and give it all you got. Its worth it to do.

I can’t let go of 'reality’ or the ground beneath me would cease to be. And i would fall ever onward in my own insanities.

I feel my heart not broken, but shattered. A million pieces lay strewn across the Universe . Whole only in vastness. Am i dreaming my way back to each piece? The ache, it lays beneath all my 'real’ moments urging me on ever vaster, ever beyond, ever searching for all the speckled shards of my wondrous heart.

I dream you so deep inside the spaces within my hearts unfilled cavity, unfilled because she has fled unto the open arms of a loving All. drenched in the vastness of being, drenched and shattered and yet whole, she simply aches for all the 'empty’ space between. I dream you selfishly for me, when i should wonder if you’d care to dream me.