(2010)
This is a quote I wrote when I was 12; it has reminded me that live is worth living and it has given me great strength over the years.
Some things are getting better Some things are getting worse I will be alright, I will take my… When it comes to breaking free of… I have been waiting forever
Like flies to decay Like moths to flame Attractions are somewhat death def… Magnets to metal And light to dark
Sometimes I look in the mirror and see a tan… With bright eyes and smile Other times I look in the mirror and I see a…
I don’t feel worthy of being loved… I’m not worthy of that I don’t deserve the company of a b… Because I’m tainted I’m filthy
I woke up early I can’t get back to sleep Once again I go back To all my fucked up memories Even the good ones hurt
I had my innocence stolen from me A long time ago Maybe that’s why I hardly ever da… And daydream of the day I might h… Of having the company
You can beat me with a hammer You can beat me with words Either way It feels the same Neither option feels any less wors…
You are my ray of sunshine When all there is to be seen is ra… Though Monsters are real They reside inside of us humans
This ending can be stopped This ending can be made We can write back all our wrongs We can skip out the masquerade Don’t forget to write your own end…
I’ve never wanted anything extrava… Of course, that in itself is selfi… Selfish as the way I’ve memorized… I’ve been thinking, and that’s not… It’s not that I’m stupid; just me…
Sleeping in the shadows Where no light can find A break in these trees Where it may shine Sleeping in the shadows
Bloody Mary, Bloody Mary Do you see what I see Bloody Mary, oh how could this be I can see you staring back at me In the reflection that holds my ow…
I run to run Through the black valleys The endless shadows Look down all alleys I have no allies
A handful of pills, and a silence… The weakening mind, and heart full… Throw my head back, choke and swal… My spirit is hurting and my heart… It’s too hard to follow, it’s so h…
I’m gonna chop my fucking arm off Fuck everything There’s just no point No life left in my eyes Behind this mask