(2010)
This is a quote I wrote when I was 12; it has reminded me that live is worth living and it has given me great strength over the years.
I run to run Through the black valleys The endless shadows Look down all alleys I have no allies
Is this amusing? The fact that we can’t speak? We keep our mouths closed and kill… We are one, together we stand But we kill each other at the call…
Last night I had a dream The most sincere and beautiful dre… I was walking down a school hallwa… Books in hand covered in a thin la… I noticed a girl out of the corner…
We saw bodies Floating along the light haze We didn’t think to stop It wasn’t worth the trouble of our… We saw the wreckage
You can beat me with a hammer You can beat me with words Either way It feels the same Neither option feels any less wors…
Gracie, please stay I don’t want you to go away Gracie, my love Tell me what I’ve done To lose your trust
Once upon a time, I too believed… I once upon a time believed in hid… But as the world gets older so do… And as much as I am bold I am jus… Once upon a time, I loved like no…
How did it get like this Where did this sorrow begin I can’t even speak my own mind I’m not even all that kind I’m not even one-of-a-kind
Yesterday Was the first day I had suicidal… I took a long, boiling hot shower And just fucking cried I wanted to rip my eyes out
I can do this, I know I can It’s time to fight back against th… It’s time to live, it’s time to fi… Drinking from the bottle, the wate… Drink it straight, swallow it down
I think this is how it should go But I’m really not sure I really don’t know It seems like my life has just bee… Ups and downs
Single pose Baby toes Ringing highs And deafening lows Words that break
At the end of the day Laying alone in the dark Thinking of all the things That trouble your heart You take a step back
You know I can’t be happy And you know why I hate dragging you down like this Because I want you to be happy And I just can’t be
Thank you for the torment It let lose something in me that w… I changed my entire being because… Because of all the agony that my b… I’ll always be a failure