(2010)
This is a quote I wrote when I was 12; it has reminded me that live is worth living and it has given me great strength over the years.
I don’t feel worthy of being loved… I’m not worthy of that I don’t deserve the company of a b… Because I’m tainted I’m filthy
There’s words written on the walls… The rain holds voices and screams… My thoughts My roaring tummy The voices get louder
I can see them out of the corners… I can feel them. I can hear them. They follow me. Watch me.
You can beat me with a hammer You can beat me with words Either way It feels the same Neither option feels any less wors…
I seem to have lost something that… I can’t remember my home, my famil… I can’t remember the sound of your… My vision is blurry like I’ve bee… I’m screaming for something
You have to give me room You have to let me take this path… You have to give me room to spread… I must learn to fly again Starting from scratch
Laying all alone, staring up at th… My bed seems to swallow me whole,… I can look up at the black skies,… No matter which way I decide to m… I am taken aback to a memory in wh…
Gracie, please stay I don’t want you to go away Gracie, my love Tell me what I’ve done To lose your trust
You’re just another blank face in… Like crowds of crowns are faceless… Buried beneath the fool’s golden w… Lies your hope of forgiveness As God is my witness
I’m hell-bound I’m already dead But I am existing I am me And I will be me
What is normal When everyone sees normal differen… It is normal for some kids to leav… It is normal for those kids to com… And it is normal if those same kid…
You are.. You are How could I ever define Find the right words Make them pour through and rhyme
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Thank you for the torment It let lose something in me that w… I changed my entire being because… Because of all the agony that my b… I’ll always be a failure
While you’re googling careers I’m googling ways to kill myself While you’re asking questions abou… I’m silently begging for help While you’re out with friends