depression is like a sea of water. one second you can be standing over it controlling it, the next is takes you in a strong tidal wave and it controls you and if you are lucky enough you wont let it drown you.
—Marilyn Tapia
(2013)
You lied, I cried. You died, why oh why? You promised we wouldn’t be like… One cut that’s all. No 2,5,6,8 oops! i hit my vein.
Wise men! Where shall I find a wise men? Wise men don’t exist! (A handsome man walking down a str… Look at him so handsome and tall!
You are the heart breaker. I am the Heart broken. Together we are a mess. —Marilyn Tapia
True I am a color Society sees my color And decides… See .. Blue is the color of water The sky
For the scale does not determine w… Your failure are not your burden b… Your pain is not weakness but for… Don’t fear being indecisive for it… Much and learning.
Me and you have years of the past… —Marilyn Tapia
My beloved one don’t you dare you… with that mouth full of dirty lies… my eyes full of tears my mouth full of cries
Just for one second I wanted to b… Just for one second I wanted to b… Maybe not just a second For an entirety That you love me
The freedom of being free is being… Social anxiety got away from me Going out in public will be a thin… Socializing is as fun as me Social anxiety no ones critizing m…
Wise lad! Where shall I find a wise lad! Wise men don’t exist! (A handsome man walking down a str… Look at him so handsome and tall!
Afraid of judgment Parties Movies Afraid of going to any public plac… Just...
Anger rushes through my body when… Oh how I desire to be able to pun… But I know This I know that would never happ… You hold me tight against you and…
I push away. People can’t stand my “complaining… But get awfully mad when asked wha… I reply with everything is “fine” I push away so I won’t feel.
Look into my eyes, I won’t lie. I love you, he said. as she wondered why.
You said you loved me. I was a fool and your tool. You used me when you needed to. You left like the rest. You broke me I never want to meet…