depression is like a sea of water. one second you can be standing over it controlling it, the next is takes you in a strong tidal wave and it controls you and if you are lucky enough you wont let it drown you.
—Marilyn Tapia
(2013)
Never good enough chimes through my head go home you’re not worth it what a waste of time don’t you kno… you aren’t good at anything
But now it’s time to delete you Because you’re nothing but a memor…
Wise men! Where shall I find a wise men? Wise men don’t exist! (A handsome man walking down a str… Look at him so handsome and tall!
I push away. People can’t stand my “complaining… But get awfully mad when asked wha… I reply with everything is “fine” I push away so I won’t feel.
The freedom of being free is being… Social anxiety got away from me Going out in public will be a thin… Socializing is as fun as me Social anxiety no ones critizing m…
You said you loved me. I was a fool and your tool. You used me when you needed to. You left like the rest. You broke me I never want to meet…
What is happiness? is happiness something beautiful? is happiness something weird? is happiness never ending? i don’t know what happiness is.
Just for one second I wanted to b… Just for one second I wanted to b… Maybe not just a second For an entirety That you love me
For those that have everything the… I don’t envy I may not have a fancy nice car or… And even though I don’t have the… Because deep down I’m rich in my…
without you I feel broke As corny as it sounds your my ange… Picturing that smirk you do when… The sound of your laughter in my m… The way we have things in common t…
the rich fill their heart with mon… the poor fill their hearts with l…
The chances of me and you falling… Actually there are no chances. Marilyn Tapia
You called me last night to have a… We had some laughs. Suddenly the conversation got blue… You had something New to tell me. You said You still loved me, i su…
Afraid of judgment Parties Movies Afraid of going to any public plac… Just...
My beloved one don’t you dare you… with that mouth full of dirty lies… my eyes full of tears my mouth full of cries