depression is like a sea of water. one second you can be standing over it controlling it, the next is takes you in a strong tidal wave and it controls you and if you are lucky enough you wont let it drown you.
—Marilyn Tapia
(2013)
I push away. People can’t stand my “complaining… But get awfully mad when asked wha… I reply with everything is “fine” I push away so I won’t feel.
As i lay on this this bed. Darkness like my demon. wrapped me like a blanket. My mind wandering off. Like a wild animal escaping
Look into my eyes, I won’t lie. I love you, he said. as she wondered why.
Failure does not Determine your… See the thing about failure, it te… In this society faliture is swore… But what society forget is Failure makes you strong
True I am a color Society sees my color And decides… See .. Blue is the color of water The sky
But now it’s time to delete you Because you’re nothing but a memor…
For the scale does not determine w… Your failure are not your burden b… Your pain is not weakness but for… Don’t fear being indecisive for it… Much and learning.
Anger rushes through my body when… Oh how I desire to be able to pun… But I know This I know that would never happ… You hold me tight against you and…
Me and you have years of the past… —Marilyn Tapia
Just for one second I wanted to b… Just for one second I wanted to b… Maybe not just a second For an entirety That you love me
For those that have everything the… I don’t envy I may not have a fancy nice car or… And even though I don’t have the… Because deep down I’m rich in my…
Never good enough chimes through my head go home you’re not worth it what a waste of time don’t you kno… you aren’t good at anything
I can’t really blame you Or accuse you Because I know what I did was wro… But I just really hope That you can move on
without you I feel broke As corny as it sounds your my ange… Picturing that smirk you do when… The sound of your laughter in my m… The way we have things in common t…
You called me last night to have a… We had some laughs. Suddenly the conversation got blue… You had something New to tell me. You said You still loved me, i su…