He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…
But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,
I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.
Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.
The devil’s in my midst.
Nobody wishes so Such as me To die quickly Or be mauled in Such a manner that
You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.
Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.
Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Because it’s your birthday.
Why do I still feel guilty About things That are out of my favor?
Love starts like this: We like the same books, We like the same music, We seem like a match made in high… It crumbles like this:
Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.
I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth