June 17th, 2023
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me