(20150809)
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
I broke something beautiful I had prior commitments I was not free to live out that fantasy
Today is the last day I am going to do this to myself The last day I will hold on to any hope Today is the last day
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
The cherry red tip of ash falls from her cigarette to make love with a dry autumn leaf and set the forest ablaze.
You drew me too deep inside.Only to cast me away. Playing
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
Passions pit perfervid. Smoking cinders, and coals endure petulantly past their prime. Blisters and puss
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
I thought I was the adult I had the years that is without question But experience and wisdom Those were yours
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
Letting go Is not a choice That I can just make There are no simple steps I can mechanically perform
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
It has never changed My heart’s inclination. I am still drawn to you. Having known you I cannot see you