2015-01-21-21-07-36_poetryx Wondering Wandering Quagmire My own creation
2015-01-01-19-13-39_poetryx World Divided I sit here alone waiting on the edge harsh reality
Too many times you told me Too many times “if I had known” Too many times “ I wouldn’t do it… Too many times “ I fell too far s… Too many times I never measured u…
It’s been 14 years Since we’ve spoken 14 years In which I’ve tried to Bury my regrets
If anyone but you Had told me not to talk to you They would never have succeeded I let you go Because you asked me to.
Whether moth to flame Or drawn in like fly to shit You captivate me
2015-01-12-22-48-02 I’m on to something new Just trying to get over you What in the world am I thinking? Was it really that much?
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
How was it possible? Why on earth Did it never happen Before? How did you change
2014-12-29-23-07-15_journalx It is all too easy to be a smug pr… I don’t watch t.v. I don’t eat McDonald’s I don’t use facebook
I want you Out of my head Out of my heart I want your memory To leave me be
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
You made me young Took away all my excuses You brought me to life Demolished ever inhibition You taught me to love
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer