(2015)
One year ago We were nearly lovers One year ago The closest of friends One year ago
The two of them sat face to face by the banks of the narrow stream smoking cigarettes, throwing stone… and dismantling
once you loved me i know this is true its veracity is beyond a doubt once your face lit up when I entered your vision
Our love cost you dear It cost you all A price I would have willingly pa… Though that cost Sadly landed on you
Who am I now? I’m not the man I was before You’ve changed something Done something big You’ve opened up a door
I can’t help wondering Was that really you Could it have been so High If I could answer
There are so many things I’d like to say to you But when I see your face My mind just goes blank I’m terrified
Hope is so elusive It just won’t come near Hopelessness and foolishness Grasping to things that just aren’… I can’t seem to find freedom
I want to hate you I want to blame you For all the pain In my heart I want to hate you
Naked and unashamed The garden abandoned Acceptance exchanged alienation in judgement alone
A powerful master Frequently cloaked Obscured by half truths Demands masked as duty Though there is nothing lovely in…
Little I can do Now that I have injured you I must disgust you
In the street. Pensive glares pregnant with meaning. Imagined Memories. Greetings between Former lovers wrenched
You were more Than yourself For me You were A reason
Why won’t it go away This feeling of emptiness That you left in your wake I keep hoping I will get over you It took so little to ensnare you…
