Conveying my dismay @ my boyfriends dismissal of my opinions & ideas. Showing contempt for everything I say & do. Wondering if this love thing is all that it's cracked up to be sometimes.
Sifting through pieces of me Left broken and forgotten Trying to find a piece of me I’ve… Looking for my spark Now dying embers
Wondering what I did wrong? What’d I say to make you walk awa… I guess we both weren’t strong eno… Maybe we’re better off this way Me sitting alone in my apartment
Upset I can’t control The outset Jealous Carefully meandering
Take your time, do it right Cry my name, hold on tight You can’t deny it, this feels righ… Quit looking at your phone Look into my eyes
Fuzzy feelings inside my belly My everything turns to jelly My intuition blurry From too much patron Dancing alone in a room full of gh…
This fairytale Has turned into a horror scene Happy memories into a dream Succumbing to boredom Taking off the rose colored glasse…
You make me crazy Every moment drenched in gold You take hold of me Like a love story once told Swinging in the park
Do I have to fight For our love? Or was our love Devoured by night? Our txts became less frequent
Reaching in the frigid cold Searching for a hand to hold To give me hope To give me strength In the hallows of my mind
Painting skies In hazy eyes Writing lullabies Watching truth become a lie Hungry for a morsel of honesty
Dripping like honey Off your tongue Everything’s funny When I’m in your arms Running
Dying a little bit each day I’m a… Yearning for your touch Like the desert yearns for rain Trying to pretend I don’t need yo… That I don’t miss you
In a desert land Reaching out my hand To an unknown love Carried by the wind Caught in a whirlwind
The organs played As I began to fray Sitting in a state Of being perpetual irate Supposing death a suiting thing
Scaling the keyboard in search of… Surfing the web in search of my tr… The more knowledgeable I am, The more cautious I become . Staring at the stars overhead