Chasing shadows In summer meadows Lingering by the wayside Watching memories of you die Fighting worry

You said you loved me But you love me in vain I can’t forget the things said I can’t forget what was done I’m permanently scarred

Glowing from the inside out Trying to figure out What life’s about Running out of time Looking to find

Reaching in the frigid cold Searching for a hand to hold To give me hope To give me strength In the hallows of my mind

This fairytale Has turned into a horror scene Happy memories into a dream Succumbing to boredom Taking off the rose colored glasse…

Sifting through pieces of me Left broken and forgotten Trying to find a piece of me I’ve… Looking for my spark Now dying embers

Twenty five Afraid to live Afraid to tempt fate To want what others have– How sinful of me

Falling from the sky Silencing the hearts cry Feeding lies In hopes of filling hungry eyes Subjecting the innocence

You write me Like lyrics to a song My head spins round My heart feels numb With my finger on repeat

You gave me a promise I relied everything on you In time you let me down You distort my love for you Into a ravenous wolf, a clown

Chasing dreams By any means Wanting more But what for? Lying on the floor

Tangled up in you Swimming in hues of blue Drawing you In shades of dejavu Searching for your heart

Sleepless nights Hot & heavy fights Slump over the couch Mumbling the words ouch! Give me some time

Painting —Playing in the rain Dancing —In the bathroom mirror Praying