(2012)
Learning to swim Uncharted waters; The walls. Barriers, Built over years.
Venturing into the unknown. The mind stops, terrified. Yet; the heart pushes forward, ever curious and hopeful.
Just a simple thank you. Thank you for guiding me. For always being there, waiting. Greeting me.
The love, The hatred, Going in circles. Like a train on set tracks, Around and around.
Staying afloat, I’m ripped down again. Into the deepest abyss. With notice
Watching the world. Paper, Plastic, Celebrity, Religion.
Emptiness. A void in his very being He tries to fill. Drugs, sex,
Cowardice. Seeking comfort from chemicals. Not facing what I ought to face, Terrified. “..I was blind, but now I see..”
48 years of beautiful life, ended. 23 years of knowing you, ended. 13 years of caring for you,
A lifetime given, To a life now taken. A love now silenced, Will be forever deafening.
The peace you brought, It was misleading. Unknowingly, You sneak up, With your hypnotic dance.
The words spoken By them. Knowingly sly and spiteful. So cold. So calculated.
There is no more pain, No more grief, Anger, Depression, Anxiety;
Take this. This gift. An escape. Ever silent, Ever painless.
Dull, Worn, Scratched, And torn. An antique soul,