This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

Love is the sickness. Love is the cure.

Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

Walking by at night, I saw the falling snow Tumble down like sleep. God, how could you be So cruel as to give

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…

In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,

With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John