You know, I miss you both Like I miss my childhood blanket That I wonder idly about.

Then he said, “I never said I was… Then I said, “I never asked you t… Then we kissed.

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

While I’m alone, He’s with her. While I’m crying, He’s kissing And rolling

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

I was born of the Virgin Mary, Given life to rid earth of evil. Blood on my hands, Dirt on my hands, I’m akin with Christ Himself.

I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that

I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.

I love John. I love when he cries. When he looks at me, I fly.

I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.

So stealthily I lead: Touching green, Seeing rocks below me. I’m gulping pride Because I know life is

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone