Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Because it’s your birthday.

I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are

I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,

I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

But I’m still a kid Only don’t tell my dad that. He’ll say, no, you’re not a kid And you haven’t been a kid in a lo… I guess that when I cry,

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

What does it feel like on the day… Does it hurt? Today, I have just realized that, And it burns. It has burned the piece of my hear…